I looked at myself in the mirror today and  realized that the reason

that I don't have a boyfriend is because I am not all that pretty or

skinny or anything anyone could like beyond my sense of

humor.  Im not beleiveable, and why should I be right?

I try so hard to be pretty and to be liked and beleived but all

has failed as it always has.  Oh and by the way I do have a

counslor chick,  my mom and I go to family counceling.

Maybe I was wrong about Josh.  Maybe he is not all that cool.

Maybe all he does diserve is a immature 7th grader.  I don't care

what people think anymore, whats the point in caring???  Nobody

will listen to me anyways.   You make me want to cry Josh, about

everything you say.  I used to care about you but I don't anymore.

the one, the only,

Rach