Today was fantastical!!!  I went and saw a movie with Josh and then my parents wouldn't pick up up so we walked to burger king and talked for awhile.  I felt so awkeward not to mention I was quite a bit embarassed.  It is so weird because out of school I feel as if I am getting to know my friends better.  Josh is acctually really cool and interesting.  Im going to the beach today and im taking Sam and Shannon so that is cool.  I feel so differnt now, almost older!  Everything is all starting to fall into place but I am left with so many unanswered questions.  I went fishing with Marlene, her dad, and her brother and all of a sudden it just started pouring down rain and I got completely soaked but thats okay, I caught 11 fishies!!!  I started shaking because cold rain and cold wind don't mix at all.....I loved every second of it.  Now memories are starting to be made for me.  I hope that I carry all of this with me for the rest of my life.  I have started doing things really spontainiosly like for instance now I g2g.....im going to go run in the rain.......bye

love always, the one, the only,

Rach